qhy is everything getting me down? my itc project is going really slowly and I don’t know how to ftix it; i haave ppsych to do, but i dont feel at all confident about it. it seems whatever i do i get poor marks.

i want 2 cheer myself up by reading michael palin or something, but then i feel guilty about not working. mum says i’m bored. she’s probably right.

then there ate these damn absences i get, where i temporarily forgett where i am. i’m nervous thaat theyre damaging my brain.