Okay, I’ve been in a foul mood all afternoon, largely a result of frictions with my mum. We have contrasting ideas about what happens directly after my graduation. Also, I was feeling miserable about being stuck in on a Friday night. This mood gave rise to the rantings of my previous entry. It’s miserable, being so far away from your friends.
But then I realised: hey, what’s the point? I have no real reason to be down. Even if I go home after graduation, instead of staying out with my friends as I wanted, A. there was still fun to be had, and B. I’ll see my friends in the future. Anyway, I’m safe and warm and surrounded by family. My friends will not somehow divorce me if I cant go out after the ceremony with them (I hope not anyway). I was being irrational earlier. It just suddenly occurred to m what my friends would say if they saw me in such a mood: probably ‘don’t be such a stupid cripple’ or somesuch.
Mind you, I could still do with another bevy before bedtime.