I met with Alan this afternoon, and guess what: he didn’t shout at me this tme! In fact he seemed very pleased with what I sent to him on Friday. I think I’m finally glimpsing the light at the end of the tunnel, and it looked good. Alan gave me a few ideas of what to include. Interestingly, he suggested he suggested I should put in a bit more stuff about my subjectivity as related to my disability: most film theory positions the viewer as a still, silent one, but viewers with cp are rarely still and silent, try though they might. This opens up yet more avenues to explore.

I think he wants me to do a PhD. Oh boy.